Taxes and Death.

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Dear Roice, Ben, Paul, Melanie, Sara, and Rob,

cc: file, Mom, Sara and Des, Lloyd and Luana Warner, Darrell and Nancy Krueger, Diane Cluff, Tony Hafen, Claude and Katherine Warner, Forest and Amy Warner, Ivan and Chell Warner, and Eric and Renee Miner

Welcome to "Thoughtlets." This is a weekly review of an idea, belief, thought, or words that will hopefully be of some benefit to you, my children, with an electronic copy to on-line extended family members. Any of you can ask me not to clutter your mail box at any time.

"Roice had an interview dinner Thursday, when we usually eat dinner together, and so we went to a Chinese lunch buffet on Friday. I told him about a big tax surprise we received Thursday evening, your Mom's reaction, and the implications. He was kind of quiet during lunch, and I said something like `I have sure screwed things up, but at least you kids will do better than I have.' He responded he wasn't so sure about that. I sure hope you each learn from my mistakes and do a better job than I have. This is a major motivation for writing out this reference manual for you, one week at a time.

We have never talked much about money and taxes and so I am going to take this opportunity to share what happens when one is not careful enough, hears what you want to hear, make assumptions, and doesn't ask enough questions. You are all aware that in 1991 I helped start a company named HyperMedia Corporation. We had (still have, since I use it every day I'm consulting at the Bureau of Economic Geology) an excellent hypertext documentation tool. Like NetScape. In fact, we were three years ahead of NetScape and have some parts of the technology that are better than NetScape. I can point fingers at Bill Rollwitz (who was hired to run the company), lack of sufficient capitalization, being too early to the market, only running on a UNIX platform, bad marketing, or lack of focus. However, if I do, there are three fingers pointing back at me. The bottom line is we ran out of money in a $500,000 line of credit several months before a $500,000 sale to Saudi Aramco happened and just as Landmark stock (which was guaranteeing the line of credit) went from $23 per share to $8 per share. There was a total of $1.2 million in outstanding debts and equity investment. We laid off 17 employees and it looked like HyperMedia Corporation would have to declare bankruptcy. I was too proud to allow that to happen and figured if I just worked hard enough we would be able to make it. We worked hard, we sold the $500,000 site license to Saudi Aramco (remember when I want to Deharan for 7 weeks?), Landmark stock came back up to $20 per share, and we were able to get some companies to write off debt. Then we were able to do about $500,000 in business with Fletcher Challenge Petroleum in Auckland, New Zealand. However, we never made enough margin to be pay off all of the bills and in 1996 we shut down the company and provided investors with paperwork so they could write their investment off on their taxes. HyperMedia Corporation, with a federal tax loss carry forward of $463,700, became a wholly owned by Walden 3-D, Inc.

I have never made much money in Walden 3-D. This is where I work on long-term projects and `far out' ideas. In fact, there have been over $250,000 in personal loans to Walden 3-D over the years to fund various ideas and projects. I thought I had a basically unlimited tax right-off. Thursday evening I learned otherwise. During 1996 your Mom and I sold the remaining shares of Landmark stock we had in three separate sales (February, August, and December). The total from the stock sales was $393,937.26 and our basis, or the amount we paid for the stock, was about $2,000. That means it was almost all profit and therefore almost all taxable. We had faithfully paid our tithing by transferring, about $50,000 worth of stock to the church over the same time-frame. $100,000 was put into a retirement fund. $75,000 was loaned to Walden 3-D, which came back to the family as salary and helped pay for the trips to Grandpa's funeral, and to see Paul off (Walden still has some debt associated with those trips). The rest of the money went into paying off family credit cards bills, helping with replacing three cars, and also became the financial basis for the divorce. I had understood we would owe no taxes on the sales because of HyperMedia, etc. However, Thursday I learned I have a $103,000 tax bill this year. The reason is I have no significant basis (cash investment nor profits) in the HyperMedia stock I own. We had transferred Landmark stock (which we had a 5 cent basis in) to HyperMedia in exchange for HyperMedia stock to pay off the $500,000 line of credit and keep the company from going bankrupt. So this tax news was the latest result of trying to walk the line between integrity and pride. I hope you all can understand why your Mom is very upset with me this weekend. I hope none of you make a mistake like this.

Saturday we received a letter from some friends we were very close to in Dallas. I Home Taught Julia when she was baptized. Ken Yano was my First Counselor in the Elders Quorum Presidency in the Dallas First Ward. He is of Japanese family origin and was afraid to ask Julia out. I encouraged him. They live in Spring and we got our families together at least once while all of you kids were home. The letter reads:

`Dear Friends of the Yano Family: We wish that this letter could contain joyous and light-hearted news of our family that would bring you all up to date with our lives. This is our wish, but, unfortunately, not our reality. It is with unbearable sadness that we must relate the news to you of the death of our precious daughter Katie. We know that this will cause you grief as it has us, and for that we are truly sorry. Briefly, Katie was involved in an accident where she fell from the hood of a slowly moving vehicle. She sustained injuries to her head that could not be repaired or reversed. Her death followed one week later on February 26th, and Katie was laid to rest at the Klein Mausoleum in Spring, Texas. We appreciate your sympathies and know that you share in our loss. We have decided, as a family, to honor Katie's many achievements in life rather than focusing on her death. We have established the Katie Yano Memorial Scholarship Fund at Klein High School. This fund will provide scholarships for outstanding choir and orchestra students like Katie. If you feel that you would like to make a donation to Katie's Scholarship fund, you may do so by contacting any Klein Bank. Sincerely, Ken, Julia, Sheri, Geoffrey, Stephanie, and Jordan.' Then there was a picture and a second page: `HIGHLIGHTS IN THE LIFE OF KATIE YANO Born: * September 13, 1980 in Houston, Texas 4th Grade * Member of the Odyssey to the Mind Transformations Team 5th Grade * Member of the Eliminators, 1st Place Spring-Klein Girls' Softball League 6th Grade * All A Honor Roll * Member of the Eliminators, 1st Place Spring-Klein Girls' Softball League 7th Grade * All Region Orchestra * All Region Choir * All A Honor Roll 8th Grade * All Region Orchestra * All Region Choir * All A Honor Roll * Concertmistress of the Doerre Intermediate School Chamber Orchestra * Recipient, LDS Young Woman of Truth Award * Featured Soloist with the Sam Houston State University Orchestra 9th Grade * All Region Orchestra * AB Honor Roll * Principal, Second Violin Section, Klein High School Chamber Orchestra * Member "Crazy for You" Pit Orchestra * Featured Soloist - Klein School District Honor Orchestra * Outstanding Soloist at Solor & Ensemble * Second Place Winner, Alice Flores-Smith Sonata Competition 10th Grade * All Region Orchestra * AB Honor Roll * Third Chair, 1st Violin Section, Klein High School Chamber Orchestra * Member "Damn Yankees" Pit Orchestra * Recipient, LDS Young Woman of Promise Award THE KATIE YANO MEMORIAL SCHOLARSHIP FUND C/O Klein Bank Attention: Ms Lynell Brooks 17046 Stuebner-Airline Klein, TX 77379'

I am pretty calm about the tax issue. My grief concerning Katie's death flows from my eyes as I write this. Perspective. Not from a fear of my death, but for seeing such a special life cut so short. What wonderful blessings we have to be alive, healthy, and living in such a wonderful and exciting time. There will still be grief, and yet, as we heard at General Conference this weekend, calm and peace will accompany us through times of trial when we have faith and trust in our Savior. I know this is true, even though we all still face taxes and death."

I'm interested in sharing weekly a "thoughtlet" (little statements of big thoughts which mean a lot to me) with you because I know how important the written word can be. I am concerned about how easy it is to drift and forget our roots and our potential among all of distractions of daily life. If you ever want to download any of these thoughtlets, they are posted at http://www.walden3d.com/hrnmen or you can e-mail me at rnelson@walden3d.com.

With all my love,
Dad
(H. Roice Nelson, Jr.)

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Copyright © 1997 H. Roice Nelson, Jr.