Perfection and Truth

Dear Family and Friends,
Welcome to this week's "Thoughtlet."  
These words are my personal diary and a weekly review of ideas,
beliefs, thoughts, or words that will hopefully be of some
benefit to you: my children, my family, and my friends.
"I feel like I'm getting caught up with these thoughtlets 
 (my diary), and then I find myself behind three weeks again.
 Oh well!  At least I can confirm, as was stated in Thoughtlet 0451, 
 that the week before last the Thoughtlet will be titled `Peckham 
 Park Fishing' (0503.html), followed by `Andrea's 50th 
 Birthday Party' (0504.html), and next week's will be 
 `NAPE 2005' (0505.html, followed by `Xing Jiang Oilfield 
 Training' (0506.html).  I'm not sure I like things being
 so predictable.  Oh well!  They are, and it is better than
 the alternative, which unpredictability has often not been good.
On Monday, Carlos Venegas asked if I would like to car pool.
 And so Tuesday through Friday were my first experiences in a
 carpool with Carlos and Lizabeth Reyes, who does the front
 desk, answers the phones, and works on getting my business
 cards caught up.  On Thursday, I rode a Metro Bus for the
 first time, from the Highway 6 Park and Ride to the Kingsland
 Park and Ride.  Lizabeth has a job as a waitress on Thursday
 and Friday nights, and so she drops Carlos off at the Highway
 6 Park and Ride.  On Friday, I called Andrea and she picked 
 us up over by the Holiday Inn Crowne Plaza and gave us a ride
 to our cars.  I sure like riding in a car being driven in the 
 HOV (High Occupancy Vehicle) lane, more than sitting in my
 car and waiting for traffic to move.  It is a hassle to wait
 for everyone to arrive and to get into the car, and it is still 
 so much better than sitting in rush hour traffic.  I expect 
 this will become more and more of a norm, as long as I stay at 
 GDC.  Oh well!  Every day I wonder why I have never been able 
 to see my ideas about attacking sprawl see any progress.  If
 only we could have implemented the Barker Intelligent Habitat
 Project on Maudeen's place, and turned the Katy Freeway
 Railroad track into a commuter train like we planned back in
 1989.  Oh well!
As far as work, it was a pretty slow week.  I figured out a
 system for filing my e-mail.  It will probably take me six
 months to catch up with e-mail's collected over the last
 9 months.  Oh well!  I also got through a lot of the reading
 and piles of stuff that had found it's way onto my desk.  It
 is just like my home office.  Things seem to accumulate
 faster than I am able to get rid of them.  It was nice those
 years I could afford to have Sherry Sump or Rhonda Hartman
 working for me and taking care of the filing and organizing.
 Maybe someday I will get the finances in shape and be able
 to hire someone to do this type of stuff for me again.  But
 realistically, probably not.  Oh well!
Wednesday January 5th Rick Hawthone sent me a Christmas update 
 on his family.  He has taken a new job and has moved just outside 
 of Orlando.  They have a 4 bedroom house and are empty nesters 
 now, and invited us to come and stay with them and go to Disney 
 World.  I'm ready.  Hope I can get some sales to close in China
 so I can get some of this commission money my contract calls
 for, specifically I would like to do this before Matt graduates
 so I could take Rachel and Matt and Andrea to Disney World.  It
 is definitely one of those things time will tell about.
Melanie also sent me the following on Wednesday:
 `Hey dad,
 
  As I was laying in bed last night - my thoughts were just 
  wondering off.  I began an internal dialogue that I would 
  be interested in knowing your thoughts on.  I thought it 
  might be an interesting thoughtlet topic.
 
  I'm sure you've heard or used the phrase, "The church is 
  perfect.  Only the people in the church are not perfect."  
  I am curious what your thoughts are on this saying.  I kind 
  of think that saying is dangerous.  I don't think the church 
  is perfect or the people are perfect.  I think that if you 
  believe the church is and always has been perfect, you will 
  set yourself up for disappointment.  If you base your 
  testimony on perfection, then you could be in danger of 
  losing that testimony when you learn that the church is not 
  perfect.  So what I want to do is define the difference 
  between truth and perfection.  Something can be true without 
  being perfect.  Is it true that Joseph Smith was a prophet 
  of God?  Yes.  Did he ever make a mistake?  Yes.  Anyway, 
  you are so much more knowledgeable about church history.  I 
  am most interested in a discussion on the difference between 
  truth and perfection.  
 
  Interested in your thoughts.  (Not necessarily this week - 
  but in the future)
 
  Love ya,
  Melanie'
Wednesday evening I called Jeff Jurinak while I was at 
 Intercontinental Airport to pick up Matt and Andrea, and he 
 told me I have a new  family, or at least individual, to 
 Home Teach: Malinda Wall.  I was stuck at the airport for
 a couple of hours and they would not let me park in the
 waiting area.  The flight was late.  Oh well!
Thursday Beckie Morales sent the following e-mail:
 `Spread the Word - The New Movie "The Work and the Glory" 
  Opens Nationally January 21st!  It will be at the Cinemark 
  Tinseltown on the 21st of January.'
I really did enjoy this movie (0501.html), 
and I hope any of 
 you who take the time to read these Thoughtlets will make the 
 effort to see it.  The message behind the movie is so important.
On Thursday evening I watched TV and saw a couple of specials
 about Tsunamis, which included data about how often they strike
 and which data I put into the Thoughtlet on Tsunamis (0501.html).
Friday Ruth Henderson sent the following note, showing how much
 things are changing, starting with the Fry Road Overpass:
 `Happy New Year, all!  Here's the latest Scoop on the Fry Road  
  overpass CLOSING from one of our good neighbors - thanks, Tom!     
  This'll be an  interesting THREE MONTHS!!
 
  Subject: FRY/I-10 INTERSECTION  CLOSES 
  Effective 9  AM, January 10, 2005 the I-10 overpass structure 
  at Fry Road will be  closed for reconstruction.  The intersection 
  is being rebuilt as an at-grade intersection as a part of the 
  Katy Freeway Reconstruction  Program.  Closure of Fry  Road over 
  I-10 will mark the beginning of the  contractor's next major 
  milestone for the SH 99 to SH 6 contract (Contract B).  The 
  contractor has been allocated a maximum of 109 working days to  
  complete and open the new Fry  Road intersection and has a 
  $50,000 per/day incentive  to get the work done early with a 
  maximum bonus of $1.5 million.  Likewise,  the contractor will 
  be subject to penalties of $50,000 per/day (with no maximum)  
  if he exceeds the 109 days. 
  Drivers will  have access to and from the north side of Fry 
  via the westbound frontage.   From the north side of Fry 
  Road, drivers will need to travel west to the newly  
  reconstructed intersection at Westgreen to make a u-turn 
  to access the south  side of Fry from the eastbound frontage 
  road.  From the south  side of Fry  Road, drivers will need 
  to travel east to the newly constructed Greenhouse intersection 
  to make a u-turn to access the north side of  Fry from the 
  westbound frontage road.  The access lanes/bell curve along  
  the eastbound frontage road will remain open throughout the 
  Fry Road  intersection reconstruction, only cross corridor 
  traffic will be impacted.   To view the Katy Freeway website 
  graphic depicting the closure and the  designated detours go to:
http://www.katyfreeway.org/Fry_Detour/Fry_Road_Closure.html
  The contractor  will immediately begin reconstruction and is 
  scheduled to demolish the bridge  above the westbound frontage 
  road the night of January 10.  Accordingly  Monday night only, 
  the westbound frontage road at Fry will be closed from 9 PM to
  5 AM.  Access to the north side of Fry from I-10 west will be 
  maintained  during this closure; however westbound travelers 
  should utilize the I-10  main lanes and exit Mason and make a 
  u-turn to access the south side of Fry.  (This detour is for 
  the January 10, 9 PM to 5 AM closure only.)   For more  
  information on the Katy Freeway Reconstruction Program including 
  up-to-date  information regarding lane closures along the I-10 
  corridor, please visit the  Katy Freeway website at: 
www.katyfreeway.org
  or contact the  Katy Freeway Public Information Office at 
  281-589-5924.  SO . . . now you know!  I also hear there are 
  signs up about this but I haven't been across Fry Road in the 
  last week or so!  Good luck to us all  during this madness!  
  It sure will be nice when it's done, though, won't  it??!!   
  
  Ruth
 
  Happy New Year!
  Ruth Henderson'
Andrea came back from Utah with a hardcopy of an e-mail with 
 the title `Our Modern Day Stripling Warriors,' which it appears
 was written by a Phil Summerhays, starting off quoting his friend, 
 whom he gives the pseudonym of Pete, and then at places 
 interjects his own comments.  I was touched when Andrea read it, 
 and so I typed it out to be part of the permanent Thoughtlet 
 record:
 `June 13, 2004
  
  My oldest son, Jack, just returned from Iraq.  He is a sergeant 
  with the 1457th Engineer Battalion.  They have a most interesting
  recent history.  They were the first National Guard Combat 
  Engineer Battalion to be called up to fight in Iraq.  They are 
  one of only two combat engineer battalions in the nation that 
  are national guard units.  The reason they had to go was because 
  the eleven regular army combat engineer units were too badly 
  depleted during the Clinton Administration to be combat ready.  
  Just in case you did not know, there are only five types of 
  fighters who really go and get into a fight with the enemy.  
  Assault Marines, Army Rangers, Navy Seals, Delta Force, and 
  Combat Engineers.  Engineers are sometimes called `sacrifice 
  troops,' since they must engage the enemy with only small arms, 
  ahead of the main battle force.  On D-Day, June 6, 1944, most of 
  the casualties were combat engineers.  Jack and his family were 
  shocked with a message they received when he was first called up.  
  They were told to prepare messages and letters to their family 
  and to plan their funerals, since the majority of them would not 
  be coming back.
  
  The President wrote a letter of apology to them.  Combat 
  engineers always go first.  Never before in American military 
  history has any assault engineer unit gone into war and not 
  suffered heavy casualties - until now.
  
  The 1457th engaged the enemy every step of the way from Kuwait 
  to the liberation of Baghdad.  Every one of them came home alive.  
  Prior to every attack, assault engineers were dropped into enemy 
  territory at night by helicopter, or sent in by day on foot, 
  blowing up berms and strategic facilities, taking out sentries 
  or in other ways going hand to hand with an enemy, then radioing 
  that the way was clear for the main force.
  
  Nobody ever heard of the 1457th because they didn't fight as a 
  unit.  Once deployed, they were divided up among other units.  
  They became the 3rd Marines, 7th Marines, Rangers, Special 
  Forces, 101st Airborne, Big Red One and others.  When a unit 
  went into action, they took with them as many combat engineers 
  as they needed to get the job done.  Jack served with the 101st 
  Airborne as they fought through central Iraq and for the 
  liberation of Baghdad itself.  It was not a coincidence that a 
  Utah boy found Saddam.
  
  It was also Utah Guardsmen who threw a rope around Saddam's 
  statue and pulled it down with the world watching.  The Special 
  Forces in the North who worked and fought with the Kurds were 
  more Utah Guardsmen.  The Utah "rangers" who rescued the first 
  prisoners were there early to do it because they were ahead of 
  the main force.  Jack was able to send an e-mail ever week or so.  
  Every time, he wrote that he and the other Utah troops seemed to 
  be on TV every night.  Their job led them to take on the enemy 
  first, and then to hold while the heavy force came in to clean up.
  
  With the cleanup came the media, shooting tape to send home of 
  the soldiers they found there.  Nearly every time, the soldiers 
  greeting them were Utah Guardsmen assigned to whatever unit had 
  had that assignment.  More than once Jack came out alive, 
  unscathed, from a destroyed Humvee.  He did not tell me this, 
  and was shocked that I knew, but confirmed it.  When a squad took 
  casualties, the ones walking away from it always included the 
  combat engineers they had with them.  As that oddity continued 
  during the past year, many times soldiers insisted that they 
  wanted a "chaplain" with them when they went on missions.  A 
  chaplain?  Does that sound confusing?  As time went on, 
  everyone noticed the guys with the castle patch (Engineer patch) 
  were always holding prayer circles or knew how to pray or 
  something else that took religious training.  In time many in 
  their units thought the patch represented a church and not a 
  battlement, the engineer symbol.  When asked if they were 
  Priests, they said, "well, ... I was years ago, I am an Elder 
  now."  Uh-explain that one.
  
  Our engineers always held Sunday worship for everybody wherever 
  they were.  Our guardsmen cleaned out Saddam's huge residence, 
  because it was the only building available big enough to hold 
  meeting in on Sunday.  Week in and week out they held "volunteer 
  type" Sunday meetings.  Thousands of U.S. Soldiers wrote home 
  that they liked the way the army held Sunday worship, everybody 
  just taking turns giving a talk, praying, and leading the singing.  
  Just that only "those fighting chaplains" were ordained to bless 
  and pass the sacrament for everyone.  Returning engineers said 
  they never told others that it was a `Mormon' meeting.  Everyone 
  was welcome, and in war, there are no atheists.  Sometimes after 
  being prompted to just "say what you're grateful for," a soldier 
  new to praying would repeat in his prayer, "Say What You're 
  Grateful For!"  One soldier praying did not move as his prayer 
  ended.  All waited in silence as he remained with his arms folded 
  and head down, eyes still closed.  After a while, the man told 
  his comrades, "Sorry, I had to tell God I was sorry I never 
  talked to Him before, and promised I would again."  Everyone 
  understood.
  
  A big smile comes from the fact that on the first Sunday that 
  meetings were held in Saddam's palace, standing room only 
  meetings were held every hour on the hour from 7AM to 9PM.  At 
  one afternoon service, as they were about to say the closing 
  prayer, a voice called out from the side.  It was one  of the 
  commanding officers.  He wanted to thank the chaplain for holding 
  such a wonderful worship service.  A regular army chaplain's 
  voice form the middle of the room spoke up, "sorry general, I 
  had nothing to do with this, the guys from Utah do it.  I just 
  come and do my part, like the rest."
  
  For music the most popular songs were "Onward Christian Soldiers," 
  Give Said The Little Stream," and "Jesus Wants Me for a Sunbeam."  
  A strange favorite that most managed to learn by the winter of 
  2004 was "I am a child of God."  Interesting how that one got to 
  be so well known in Iraq.
  
  Jack's most important message to our family was that he knew more 
  than anything that all men are brothers.  As they fought across 
  Iraq, prior to going in to fight, one could see the desert 
  covered with men in prayer circles, arms wrapped around each 
  other's shoulders.  And many times the prayer circles, arms 
  wrapped around each other's shoulders.  And many times the prayer 
  was not just about protecting them from harm, but to allow them 
  to find a way to let enemy soldiers be able to go home to their 
  loved ones.  Only the true spirit would let men to say such 
  great things.
  
  I sent Pete an e-mail back to tell him how special this was to me, 
  because in the '60's, when I served in the Utah National Guard, 
  my unit was the Group Headquarters of the 115th Engineers, and 
  the 1457th was one of our battalions.  Pete e-mailed me back.  It 
  seems that in his work as a technical services vendor to the Utah 
  National Guard headquarters in Draper, Utah.  He has contact with 
  many of the senior people there.  He told me something I didn't 
  know - that much of the intelligence for the war comes out of 
  Draper.  The translation and analysis comes out of the linguistics 
  group there.  They know what is going on - that's how he found out 
  about the humvee incidents.
  
  Pete wrote that his relationship with the guard leaders in Draper 
  changed when he asked if he was related to one of the noncoms of 
  the 1457th, and he told them that sergeant is his eldest son.  
  After that they followed what Jack was doing, and kept Pete up 
  to date.  He told me, "It was as if they needed someone outside 
  the military to talk to about their strange boys.  I don't 
  remember how many times I have been alone with a senior officer 
  who would break down in tears and ask, `What kind of people are 
  we commanding anyway?'  They knew all these faith-promoting 
  stories.  Oddly enough, they knew so much because it was being 
  reported to them by the Inspector General.  The Pentagon had 
  ordered the IG to investigate every small thing about particular 
  groups of soldiers, trying to figure out what was different 
  about them - why they were so special.
  
  The more they reported, the stranger it got.  "Mid way through 
  the war, Senator Hatch had complained to the Joint Chiefs, 
  asking if they were trying to kill off his Utah guardsmen, and 
  reminded them that we are a small state, too small to have so 
  many people in harm's way and to have so many of the dangerous 
  missions staffed from one small state.  The Senator was reacting 
  to parents writing him to complain about only Guardsmen going out 
  to do all the dangerous stuff.  Not only that, many of the 
  dangerous patrols were being manned not just by the 1457th, but 
  some of their numbers were Utah linguistic soldiers who were not 
  supposed to fight at all - whose job was supposed to be 
  intelligence.  Well, the shock was that it was all true, but 
  for what are rather strange reasons.  As the fighting progressed, 
  the commanders in Qatar were keeping track of who was doing what 
  and with what success.  They had no idea the superior soldiers 
  the kept hearing about were Utah Guardsmen.  All they knew was 
  that certain squads were hot.
  
  The Airborne, Marines, and Rangers asked for the best men they 
  could get to carry out important missions.  Nobody knew that 
  those squads, spread all over the military, were from the same 
  place.  Stranger still, some of the engineers would get orders 
  cut to take `specialists' with them - nobody questioned who 
  these specialists were.  But they turned out to be friends of 
  theirs who were in the other Utah Guard unit - the linguistics 
  boys - translated, "returned missionaries."
  
  One story Pete told me was that when the first attacks were 
  made on Iraqi, logistics people came back behind the lines, a 
  group of Attack Military Police was sent to take out the Iraqis 
  attacking the highway.  For hardened support, they asked for 
  the most experienced fighters from the 101st to assist them.  
  Jack's platoon was chosen, and he hand-picked his men.  (Want 
  to guess who he put together?  Uh, people he knew and trusted?)
  
  The 101st Airborne received a citation for that one.  The 101st 
  sent the same group in to rescue captives later on.  The whole 
  world did not know that they were all just Utah Guardsmen.  Even 
  his 101st Airborne Company Commander did not realize they were 
  not the Special Ops people he thought they were.  He assumed 
  that a group like that had to have special training to pull of 
  the things they kept doing - succeed under really tough odds 
  and all come back unhurt.  When the Joint Chiefs verified, to 
  their shock, that what Senator Hatch was complaining about was 
  true, but for very strange reasons, the questions became why 
  these guys were so good?
  
  It prompted a full-scale investigation into the, without even 
  their knowledge.  Jack told me they had no idea.  Now regular 
  army spooks were following them around everywhere they went and 
  reporting on every small thing they did, and asking other 
  soldiers about them.  The general story coming back was that 
  they were essentially extremely religious guys who had close 
  friends everywhere and all of them were afraid of nothing.  
  They must have some kind of unexplained charmed life.  There 
  was no logic at all in the way they cam back unharmed over and 
  over again.  In time, a whole story unfolded.  It began with 
  private prayer circles at camp in which others soldiers wanted 
  to join.  In time the prayer circles began to include more and 
  more soldiers, and it spread to prayer circles even in battle.  
  As time went on, the prayer circles were held after lights out 
  in tents all over Iraq.
  
  As you can imagine, these reports coming back were odd indeed.  
  Here were tiger fighters who organized prayer circles every day 
  and worship services every Sunday, then would go out on Monday 
  and fight hard again.  It was when they were in Kuwait waiting 
  to go home, reassembled from al their temporary units, that the 
  army saw them in one place for who they are, the 1457th Engineer 
  Battalion from Utah.  No longer Special Ops, Marines, Rangers, 
  Attack MPs, or Airborne.  One Battalion, with no casualties, 
  and made up of a majority of the most individually decorated 
  fighters in the whole campaign.
  
  The word was shock.  The whole army was in shock.  Not one 
  killed?  They had been the spearheads of the Third Marines and 
  the 101st and Rangers?  All those Sunday volunteer chaplains?  
  The prayer circle guys?  All those men are the same people?  
  How can that be??? They wore different uniforms with many 
  different unit patches on their arms when the got together to 
  go home.  One patch they all wore - the engineer battlement 
  patch.  The patch many thought must be a church.  The rest of 
  the army will now have to find chaplains with a Cross or Star 
  of David on his lapel.  The church patch boys are going home.  
  Comb at engineers are not used to mop up, just to take the 
  fighting.  
  
  Another interesting story, my last.  You many recall from our 
  local news the controversy about them being extended just 
  before they were about to come home?  Remember that?  And how 
  within two weeks they came home anyway?  It all began with 
  Fallujah, a major city in Iraq, becoming belligerent and 
  needing experienced troops to go in and retake it.  Orders 
  went out for an assembly of the best fighting units to go in 
  and clean the insurgents out.  On paper, the commanders in 
  Qatar assembled successful units to go do it.  One at a time, 
  these orders filtered down - to the men in Kuwait, waiting to 
  go home!!!  They were not Marine or Ranger squads anymore, but 
  a bunch of Utah Guardsmen who had served with those units.  
  When the realization hit the commanders in Qatar, the orders 
  were changed.  The miracle men would go home after all.  
  Field commanders had interceded en mass, reporting back to 
  headquarters that the men Qatar HQ was calling back to fight 
  again had seen more dangerous action already than anyone else 
  in the theater.  But the messages coming back were as odd as 
  the whole situation.  Commanders didn't even know each other 
  made similar comments.  "Send them home.  Tell them we can 
  fight and pray on our own now!"
  
  Jack was humbly surprised when I recounted what the people in 
  Draper were telling me.  "We all agreed we would keep all that 
  to ourselves," he told me.  Then he continued.  "You see, Dad, 
  it wasn't just the President sent us there, at least not the 
  national kind.  The Lord sent us to Iraq to start something 
  for Him.  Not since the days of Abraham has there been any 
  significant Melchizedek Priesthood presence in Babylon.  We 
  talked about it a lot among ourselves.  We all knew that the 
  Lord was doing something special, and decided we would keep 
  our mouths shut and get on with it."  Jack shook his head in 
  amazement when I told him about the military having all of 
  them studied.  There were unexplainable things happening - at 
  least unexplainable in ordinary terms.
  
  No wonder the administrative regular army officers in Draper 
  wanted to know, "What kind of people are these?"  But how does 
  one answer without putting it in spiritual terms?  Any attempt 
  to respond in any other way only meets with oddity and confusion, 
  and now confusion is the state of the army in trying to understand 
  what they observed.  A few, who were in tune, got the message.  
  But along with the 1457th itself, even they cannot tell the 
  world what they saw.  Who would believe them!?  Yesterday my 
  friend Dave, who sent me the pictures, called me.  He had just 
  returned home from the priesthood session of a regional 
  conference in Utah Valley.  The general authorities at the 
  conference were President Faust and Elder Maxwell.  President 
  Faust told them that five senior generals had recently met 
  with the Brethren, thanking them for the fine young men from 
  Utah who had served in Iraq, and wanting to know more about 
  them.
  
  I wonder if the Brethren read them the Book of Mormon account 
  of the stripling warriors?  Now what do we take away from this?  
  For me,
  1. First, I think, greater appreciation for our blessings.
  2. Greater understanding of the words, "The Lord works in 
     mysterious ways, his wonders to perform."
  3. A hope that the "Holy Priesthood after the Order of the 
     Son of God" has begun to work in the Land of Islam.  It is 
     my hope that we will all be greatly impressed by and committed 
     to the marvelous things that the Lord is working to do in the 
     world today; that we, each of us, will take to our hearts and 
     minds this realization, and put our faith, prayers, actions, 
     and the Holy Priesthood that we bear, more fully behind Him 
     in His work.  (June 13, 2004)'
As I started to put together my thoughts for this Thoughtlet,
 my mind was consumed with Melanie's question about the relationship 
 between truth and perfection.  After all, as I said at the 
 beginning of the above quote, my eyes teared up when I heard 
 Andrea read it, and it made me feel good and proud.  After I had 
 typed the above story, I decided to look on the web and see if 
 there were any other references to it.  There were, specifically at: http://www.shields-research.org/Hoaxes/Modern_Day_Stripling_Warriors.htm where it tells us:
 `HOAXES:
                                                                       
  "Modern Day Stripling Warriors"
  An item passing around on the Internet purports to be a report 
  of a number of incidents related to the 1457th Engineer Combat 
  Battalion by a member of that unit.  We have verified information
  relating to this item.  Parts are true and parts are relating to 
  this item.  Parts are true and parts are not.  Below is a 
  discussion.
  Please read the entire discussion.  The conclusion is that 
  while some parts are true, most of the e-mail is a hoax.
  Special addition from commander Lieutenant Colonel Jefferson 
  S. Burton, appended 30 Nov 2004
  Original e-mail:
  Text of a High Priests Group lesson given June 13th, 2004, in 
  the Ensign 1st Ward, Salt Lake Ensign Stake.  I take no credit 
  for this lesson.  I am thankful that it was delivered to me.---
                                                  Phil Summerhays
  Caution: If you share this with others, please be careful.  
  Not everyone will understand or appreciate.  Our Modern Day 
  Stripling Warriors - Recently I sent several friends an e-mail 
  on the history of our military bugle remembrance, "Taps," and 
  one of them, a friend I will call Pete, e-mailed me back.  His 
  report is so extraordinarily special that Bro. Thomson, our 
  group leader, agreed that I should share it with you as 
  today's lesson on the Melchizedek Priesthood.
  ----Pete's words can speak for themselves.
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  Words seemed to be the same as I typed them above.
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  `We have not been able to verify this follow-up e-mail, which 
   arrived a few days later, but the e-mail that follows it, from 
   the LDS Church's Military Relations Department, tells the tale.
   Dear Brother and all others who may read this, I recently 
   received a copy of the following e-mail that recounts some of 
   the activities of the 1457th Engineer Combat Battalion during 
   Operation Iraqi Freedom. While I do appreciate the obvious 
   desire to recognize the wondrous power of our Heavenly Father 
   in protecting our soldiers as well as the worthwhile work that 
   the 1457th performed in Iraq, I feel that I need to comment on 
   the significant amount of inaccuracy that it contains.
   By way of introduction, my name is James Montoya. I am the 
   Chaplain for the 1457th. I was with them in Iraq. First, I 
   wish to state that I am certain that the author(s) had no
   intention of deceiving anyone by sharing our story. Second, 
   I am very quick to recognize the hand of Heavenly Father in 
   all the good that occurred to our unit in Iraq. It was 
   miraculous that we had no serious combat injuries or 
   fatalities, considering our missions and the many dangers 
   in and around Baghdad. Third, I can see some accuracy in 
   the stories but there is so much that is misleading that it 
   can't be called the truth. Fourth, I don't have time to 
   clarify every point.  I have included a few comments below.
   The explanation of Combat Engineers and their distinguished 
   history is true. However, the 1457th did not participate in 
   war as was portrayed in this e-mail. We were delayed in Fort       
   Lewis, Washington until late April because the 4th ID was 
   delayed from going into Iraq through Turkey. We watched the 
   news with the rest of the nation as the major combat 
   operations happened--yes, it was frustrating not to 
   participate in the ground war as we had been mobilized to do. 
   We arrived in Iraq after major operations had ceased.
   Most of the time we were not separated into other units as 
   is mentioned. We did have platoons or squads go with a unit 
   for 2 to 8 weeks to assist them in their various missions. 
   But for the most part, we were all together.
   Many did hear about us. We were on the BBC, CNN, Fox news, 
   ABC, CBS, and NBC. We were written about or had our pictures 
   in the Washington Post, Time Magazine, and many other 
   newspapers and magazines, both at the international and 
   local levels. Most didn't mention our unit by name, they only 
   said the Army or the Army National Guard was doing something.'
  It is true that Utah guardsmen were working with many units in
  central and northern Iraq.  Between the military intelligence 
  soldiers and the engineers we worked with a lot of people.  But 
  to infer that we were doing most of the work or were involved 
  with most of the great things that happened is untrue. We were 
  a small part who excelled in our responsibilities, but there 
  were also many others doing the work. We did have a few 
  individuals we detained and we did have a few fire fights with 
  the enemy, but we didn't free prisoners or engage in large 
  battles. There are other things mentioned that are similar in 
  that they are true but they are embellished to a point that I 
  almost don't recognize the story. I lack the time to clarify 
  the stories.
  We did pray and our group leaders did hold services for LDS 
  soldiers and any visitors wherever they went. But for the most 
  part it was LDS soldiers who attended. Groups of soldiers did 
  not flock to our LDS soldiers to pray with them, but some of 
  our 1457th soldiers of other faiths did pray with our members. 
  At the same time there were many instances of others seeing 
  our soldiers and being impressed by their examples of 
  faithfulness and their miraculous protection.  We did hold 
  regular sacrament meetings at 9 a.m. and 7 p.m. We were 
  willing and did on occasion hold spot services as requested. 
  Also, the military intelligence did hold sacrament meeting 
  in a palace for a while, but our unit had sacrament meeting 
  in a large maintenance tent.
  Regarding the Army making special inquiries about our unit, I 
  haven't heard anything on that.  From my biased opinion I would 
  say that the soldiers of the Utah National Guard did exceptional
  work and were the most capable group of soldiers in Iraq. Many 
  would grudgingly agree with me but I am certain there wasn't a 
  special inquiry made about the 1457th, at least not regarding
  the items mentioned.
  Many of the stories have a truthful base but the facts are so 
  far from what transpired as to make the whole story unrelateable 
  as the truth. The facts do show a miracle of protection and tell 
  a wonderful story of dedication and greatness by our soldiers; 
  they are just not as extravagant. I would appreciate it if you 
  could send my response to anyone who received the original 
  text--especially to the individual who gave it to you.
  To all that receive this, I send my profound thanks for your 
  prayers and support while we were deployed. I witness that 
  your prayers were answered and that we were protected and 
  strengthened by the power of our Lord. Please continue your 
  prayers for our brothers and sisters still in harm's way. God 
  bless you and God bless America!
  Respectfully,
  James A. Montoya Battalion Chaplain 1457th Engineer Combat Chaplain
  Follow-up from the Church's Military Relations Dept.:
  Attached is the real story regarding the 1457th Engineering 
  Battalion.  The original article is misleading and doesn't 
  recognize the wonderful contributions of many brave men and 
  women in other units plus much of the information is not 
  factual.
  Regarding the question about the meeting of 5 military Generals 
  with President Faust.  The meeting involved the Commanding 
  General from the 96th Regional Readiness Command at Fort Douglas 
  and other general officers (two were retired) who presented a 
  plaque recognizing the outstanding support for the Army Reserves 
  from the Church and its members.  There was no specific 
  discussion regarding the 1457th Engineering Battalion.  The 
  Reserves Officers Association was holding their National 
  Convention in Salt Lake City and they wanted to make this 
  presentation to the Brethren in recognition of the long-standing 
  support for the military by the Church and its members.  It was 
  a warm gesture of appreciation.  It is my understanding that 
  they made similar presentations to the Governor and others. 
  Let me know if I can be of further assistance.
  Brother Clawson
  Military Relations
  
  Attachment to the above e-mail:
http://www.ut.ngb.army.mil/html/pao/news/10nov04.htm
  FICTIONAL E-MAIL DOES DISSERVICE TO MERITORIOUS DEPLOYMENT
  Written by Maj. Lorraine Januzelli  - Published - Nov. 10, 2004
  An e-mail fictionalizing the 1457th Engineer Battalion's deployment 
  to Iraq has been circulating across the nation in recent months.  
  While embellishments are endemic to war stories the e-mail 
  in-question far exceeds the limits of acceptable exaggeration.  
  Its content is primarily fantasy.  It tells an astonishing story 
  about combat engineers who single-handedly won the war in Iraq, 
  captured Saddam Hussein, and taught the Army how to pray.  
  Although seemingly harmless, the widely disseminated story 
  undermines the genuine accomplishments of the Soldiers who 
  honorably but humbly fought to preserve our freedom and liberty.
                                                                    
  The e-mail originated in Utah, but traveled fast across the 
  country popping up as far east as New York, and perhaps beyond.   
  Since its first appearance in the spring of this year, thousands 
  of unsuspecting internet-users may have read its erroneous content. 
  
  The leadership of the 1457th has diligently worked to diffuse
  distribution of the e-mail and set the record straight, but it 
  continues to flourish via the internet.  This article officially 
  refutes a tale spun out of control and clarifies the experiences 
  of a unit that needs no overstatement.
                                                                    
  The e-mail contains a few scant facts.  The 1457th is part of 
  the Utah National Guard.  The Soldiers are indeed "combat" 
  engineers with a distinguished heritage.  They verifiably 
  deployed to Iraq for a year and returned home in May 2004.  
  And every single 1457th Soldier came home in one piece.  Beyond 
  this, truth and the e-mail part company. 
  
  The narrative below juxtaposes erroneous excerpts from the 
  e-mail with the real story of the 1457th Engineer Battalion 
  and their experiences in Iraq.
                                                                    
  Myth 1:  "Engineers are sometimes called 'sacrifice troops' 
  since they must engage the Army with only small arms, ahead of 
  the main battle force." 
                                                                    
  Truth: Combat engineers are called "Sappers," a nickname they 
  earned in medieval Europe for destroying rival fortifications.  
  In modern-day battle, they fight alongside the infantry and 
  armor, going forward to clear any obstacles blocking the way.  
  When they go, they are well-armed and well-protected by their 
  fellow combat arms Soldiers.  They can reasonably be called 
  the first cousins of the infantry.
  Myth 2: The 1457th engaged the enemy every step of the way 
  from Kuwait to the Liberation of Baghdad.?
  Truth:  The battalion traveled to Baghdad in late May; three 
  weeks after Pres. Bush declared that major combat operations 
  were over.
  Myth 3: "Nobody ever heard of the 1457th because they didn't 
  fight as a unit.  Once deployed, they were divided up among 
  other units.  They became 3rd Marines, 7th Marines, Rangers, 
  Special Forces, 101st Airborne, Big Red One, and others."
  Truth:  The 1457th deployed to Iraq together as a complete 
  battalion.  They were assigned to the 1st Armor Division, 
  the infamous Old Ironsides, and operated nearly exclusively 
  in the Baghdad region.  The Baghdad International Airport
  served as their base camp.  The unit slept and ate together 
  as a battalion but typically performed missions as platoons.  
  A few times, individuals with specialized skills, such as
  electricians, engineers, or construction planners, were 
  selected for missions away from the unit.  Capt. Mike Turley 
  flew with a team of such specialists to Baghdad ahead of the 
  battalion to set-up the 1st Armor Division headquarters.  
  Capt. Mel Anderson and Sgt. Scott Neil worked separately from 
  the unit to manage the construction of the Iraqi Civil 
  Defense Corps facilities.  No matter what the assignment, 
  though, the 1457th worked for the 1st Armor Division for all 
  their time in Iraq.   The only place they joined the Marines 
  was in the chow hall.
  Myth 4:  It was not a coincidence that a Utah boy found Saddam.
  Truth:  The Utahns involved in Saddam's take-down were not 
  from the 1457th.  However, the battalions' missions were of 
  equal importance. Some were high-profile such as rescue 
  operations at U.N. building bomb site.  Others were routine, 
  like constructing building security barriers, but no less 
  essential to the lives those barriers saved. 
  Their missions varied tremendously.  The 1457th traveled into 
  the heart of Baghdad and built security barriers for Iraq's
  newly minted and oft-targeted police force.  They cleared and 
  mapped a series of interconnected tunnels and bunker complexes 
  beneath the Baghdad Airport.  They constructed a rifle range 
  so coalition forces could continue to train while deployed.
  Typically, the battalion worked numerous missions concurrently, 
  responding to each with meticulous planning and execution.  It 
  was not long before the 1457th was dubbed the `911 battalion.'
  The 1st Armor Division's Engineer Brigade Commander, Lt. Col. 
  Don Young supervised the battalion while in Iraq and had 
  first-hand knowledge of their accomplishments.  He formally 
  recognized the battalions' meritorious performance in a 
  memorandum to Maj. Gen. Brian Tarbet, the Utah National Guard 
  Adjutant General.          
  In the memo, he states, "They quickly became my `Go To' unit.  
  I assigned my toughest high-visibility missions to this 
  battalion knowing that they would always succeed in a timely 
  and efficient manner.'   (A copy of the memo can be obtained
  from the Utah National Guard Public Affairs Office.)
  Myth 5:  "A big smile comes from the fact that on the first 
  Sunday that meetings were held in Saddam's palace, 
  standing-room-only meetings were held every hour on the 
  hour, from 7:00 AM to  9:00 PM."
  Truth:  Many faiths are represented in the 1457th.  In the 
  immediate battalion area, LDS group leaders held at two 
  services a day on Sundays.  Protestant and Catholic services 
  were held nearby with neighboring units. Most services were 
  well-attended and lasted an hour or so.  1457th Soldiers only 
  went inside Saddam's Palaces as tourists.
  1457th Commander, Lt. Col. Jeff Burton, is especially frustrated 
  by the content and tenaciousness of the referenced e-mail, but 
  he believes he understands the motivation behind its enduring 
  popularity.
  "People want to believe in heroes," said Burton.  "They pine 
  for good news.  And they are anesthetized by Hollywood about 
  the true, more humble nature of heroism.  The e-mail tells a 
  story they want to hear.  So they forward it along without 
  reflecting on how it takes away from the actual performance 
  of 1457th during their year in Iraq."
  "The Soldiers of the 1457th did a remarkable job in Iraq, just 
  like thousands of other units fighting in the war on terror," 
  Burton continued.  "Our service was not particularly unique, 
  but it was honest and dedicated.  Our reputation with those 
  that know us is a positive one.  We gave our best to every
  mission.  Sadly, the lies and sanctimony expressed in the 
  fictional e-mail cheapens the dedicated service of honest 
  service members everywhere."
  Sailors, Airmen, Marines and Soldiers - from the 1457th or 
  elsewhere - don't need a fictional exaggeration to validate 
  their service.  They raised their right-hand to serve our 
  country and protect our ideals.  At the end of day, that is 
  enough.  They are all our heroes.
  On the 24th of November, 2004, we received an e-mail from a 
  reader who knows the commander of the 1457th, Lieutenant 
  Colonel Jefferson S. Burton.  The e-mail seems to be the 
  clearest refutation to date of this hoax.  We have contacted 
  Commander Burton to verify the e-mail and he replied with 
  the same information, but also included a link to their
  military web site.  Below is Commander Burton's response:
  Rebuttal to the e-mail "Modern Day Stripling Warriors"
  attached below: 
  It has recently come to my attention that an e-mail describing
  the service of the 1457th Engineer Combat Battalion as 
  "Modern Day Stripling Warriors" in support of Operation 
  Iraqi Freedom has been mass mailed to many people of faith 
  via the internet.  Let me introduce myself.  My name is 
  Lieutenant Colonel Jefferson S. Burton.  I am the Battalion 
  Commander of the 1457th, and spent a 15 month deployment 
  leading the great soldiers of this unit.  The `article' 
  listed below [see original e-mail above] is a fabrication. 
  To date, my efforts to find the author have produced 
  negative results.
  I will refute the lies told in this fabrication point by point: 
  We were NOT "sacrifice troops."  
  The President DID NOT send us letters of apology as asserted.  
  SGT Jack DOES NOT EXIST anywhere, but in the mind of the author.  
  The 1457th DID NOT "engage the enemy from Kuwait to Baghdad."  
  We DID fight as a unit, and were NOT "divided up among other units." 
  We DID NOT serve with the "3rd Marines, 7th Marines, Rangers, 
     Special Forces, or 101st Airborne."  
  We DID NOT engage in "hand to hand combat with the enemy." 
  We DID NOT "find Saddam Hussein? (That was the 4th Infantry  
     Division).
  We DID NOT "rescue the first prisoners."
  We DID NOT "fight ahead of the main force."
  We were NOT considered "Chaplains" by other soldiers.
  We held church services in a TENT, NOT in "Saddam's Palace."
  We had few, if any "visitors" at our Sunday church services.
  NO "General Officers" attended our church services.
  We held NO "Prayer Circles." 
  "Pete", the so called technical services vendor for the Utah 
  Guard, EXISTS ONLY in the mind of the author.
  Senator Hatch DID NOT complain to the Joint Chiefs asking them 
     "if they were trying to  kill his Utah Guardsmen."
  We are NOT responsible for the combat operations performed 
     by any other units! 
  We were NOT the "spearheads for the 3rd Marines, or the 101st 
     Airborne."
  We DID NOT "teach the Army how to pray", because they already 
     knew!
  
  I am proud of the actual performance of the soldiers of the 
  1457th in the field.  The 1457th Engineer Combat Battalion 
  DID receive the Meritorious Unit Commendation for their 
  outstanding performance in a combat zone For their performance 
  in Baghdad, C Company of the 1457th DID receive the Itchner 
  Award in recognition as the finest Engineer Company in the 
  entire National Guard for 2003.  These are the facts.  The 
  1457th did a remarkable job in Iraq, just like thousands of 
  other units fighting in the war on terror.  Our service was 
  not particularly unique, but it was honest and dedicated.  
  Our reputation with those that know of us is a positive one. 
  We gave our best to every mission.  The fiction expressed in 
  the article below simply serves to cheapen the dedicated 
  service of honest Soldiers, and Marines everywhere.
  Sincerely,
  Jeff
  
  JEFFERSON S. BURTON
  Lieutenant Colonel, Engineer
  1457th Engineer Combat Battalion
  Commanding Office phone: (801) 523-4517
e-mail: jefferson.burton@ut.ngb.army.mil
Sad, isn't it?  I expect the person or people who wrote the
 original e-mail had good intentions.  I expect they did not
 feel like they were streatching the truth too much.  I expect
 they just wanted to stress how perfect the church is, and how 
 perfect we can be if we live the gospel.  Oh well!  Remember 
 what Pilate asked Jesus:
 `What is truth?'  John 18:38
The D&C teaches us:
 `And truth is knowledge of things as they are, and as they were,
  and as they are to come; And whatsoever is more or less than 
  this is the spirit of that wicked one who was a liar from the 
  beginning.  The Spirit of truth is of God.  I am the Spirit 
  of truth, and John bore record of me, saying: He received a 
  fullness of truth, yea, even of all truth; And no man receiveth 
  a fullness unless he keepeth his commandments.  He that 
  keepeth his commandments receiveth truth and light, until he 
  is glorified in truth and knoweth all things.'  D&C 93:24-28
It is interesting to me that John is the only gospel that uses
 the word truth, and truth is referenced in 13 verses in the 
 Gospel of John, according to the Topical Guide.
Given this context for truth, consider the following in Saturday's
 Houston Chronicle, page F1:
 `Prophet or Pretender?
 
  Bicentennial of Mormon church founder's birth renews debate
  
  by Richard N. Ostling Associated Press
  
  To loyal Mormons, Joseph Smith Jr. was an American prophet 
  whose creed is preparing for Christ's Second Coming.  To 
  skeptics, he was a reprobate impostor - if a remarkably 
  successful one.
  
  As Smith's Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints marks 
  the bicentennial year of his birth (Dec. 23,1805), the 
  occasion will certainly renew debate over one of America's 
  most important - and woolliest - religious careers.
  
  Smith was often persecuted and found himself hounded out of
  New York, Ohio and Missouri, tarred and feathered, jailed 
  and accused of serious crimes.  He repeatedly alienated 
  close associates.
  
  In Illinois, he ruled a theocratic city-state as prophet, 
  mayor, chief judge and commander of a 5,000-man militia.  
  In 1844, he was secretly anointed an earthly king while 
  campaigning for the U.S. presidency.  When Smith had 
  officers pillage an opposition newspaper, he was arrested, 
  then murdered by a mob.
  
  Smith's prophethood was founded upon his report that, in 
  1827, an angel gave him golden plates inscribed in an unknown 
  language and buried near Palmyra, N.Y.  the plates told the 
  history of American Indians' ancient ancestors, who had 
  migrated from Israel and were visited by Jesus.  Smith said 
  God miraculously empowered him to understand the language 
  and dictate the Book of Mormon, after which the angel 
  retrieved the plates.
  
  Employing similar means, Smith revised - and in his view 
  corrected - large sections of the Bible.  He also produced 
  writings attributed to the biblical Abraham and 134 
  revelations of his own as latter-day scripture.
  
  Both Mormons and non-Mormons still argue over Smith's 
  authenticity. 
  
  Just last month, a church tribunal in Utah disfellowshipped 
  Grant Palmer, a retired teacher and executive for classes 
  the church provides to high school and college students, 
  because his `An Insider's View of Mormon Origins' says 
  evidence for Smith's claims is "either nonexistent or 
  problematic."
  
  Anniversary publications
  
  Palmer's publisher, Signature Books, marked the bicentennial 
  with Dan Vogel's equally skeptical `Joseph Smith: The Making 
  of a Prophet,' which contends that Smith wrote the Book of 
  Mormon from his imagination and life experiences.
  
  Church bicentennial doings include an authorized Book of 
  Mormon publication by secular Doubleday, through 2003's 
  University of Illinois Press "reader's edition" is more 
  useful for non-Mormons.  Other upcoming events: a Library 
  of Congress symposium; Volume 1 in the vast `Joseph Smith 
  Papers' series; and a new Smith film for visitors to the 
  church's Salt Lake City headquarters.
  
  The landmark, however, will be Richard Bushman's biography 
  `Joseph Smith: Rough Stone Rolling,' due in October.  
  Bushman, a professor emeritus at Columbia University, is 
  the leading historian of America among devout Mormons.
  
  Bushman observed in an interview that the hostility Smith 
  suffered in his lifetime is hardly surprising, given that 
  his theological views were alien, even abhorrent, to most 
  Christians.
  
  For example Smith's position on God the Father "is 
  incredibly heretical" by orthodox Christian standards, 
  Bushman said.  
  
  Smith said matter is eternal, so "God is the master of the 
  universe, not the creator," Bushman explained, and humans 
  "are all gods in embryo."  Smith also taught that God was 
  not always God but "was once as we are now, and is an 
  exalted man."
  
  Mormons "are just driven to continually exalt" Smith, 
  Bushman said.  "What I say will run against this idealized 
  version."
  
  Another major controversy is Smith's practice of polygamy, 
  which the church abandoned under federal government pressure 
  in 1890.  Smith felt that God commanded polygamy, Bushman 
  said, but he needed to hide his involvement in the practice 
  because he knew it was illegal.  But Bushman finds it 
  unsettling that 10 of Smith's 28 or so wives were already 
  married to other men.
  
  The biography also treats the now-established fact that, 
  before he reported unearthing the golden tablets, Smith was 
  active in searches for buried treasure by gazing into 
  so-called magic peep stones.
  
  Another perennial issue is whether Smith's unconventional 
  creed is Christian, particularly since he said God regarded 
  teachings of all other churches as "an abomination."  Jan 
  Shipps, a non-Mormon historian and professor emeritus at 
  Indiana University - Purdue University Indianapolis, terms 
  Mormonism a "new religious tradition" that emerged from 
  Christianity, the way Christianity did from Judaism.
  
  Ships said 19th-century America had many prophets claiming 
  to speak for God, but the "absolutely critical" factor that 
  set Smith apart was that so many believed in his 
  reconstitution of priesthood authority, primitive 
  Christianity and, literally, the people of Israel.
  
  Though Mormons often stress Smith's singularity, scholars 
  increasingly recognize that he was "connected in a savvy 
  and uncanny way to the religious and cultural trends" of 
  his era, said Mormon historian Grant Underwood of Brigham 
  Young University.
  
  Established with a handful of disciples in 1830, the Mormon 
  church is America's fifth largest denomination, with 12 
  million adherents worldwide.'
I did not do extensive research on this article, nor the author.  
 However, I found it interesting that in Ostling's book `Mormon 
 America: The Power and the Promise' he writes: `when the U.S. 
 Army had 8,000 men, Joseph Smith commanded an army of 5,000 men 
 in Nauvoo.'  According to amazon.com Ostling also wrote `Secrecy 
 in the Church: A Reporter's case for Christian's right to know,' 
 `Americans facing toward Mecca: The fast-growing Muslim community 
 is invisible no longer,' `The Intermarriage Quandary,' and 
 `Luther, giant of his time and ours.'  There are at least 639 
 references in Google for the combination of the words `Richard 
 Ostling Joseph Smith.'  In one I checked, Encyclopedia.com, 
 Ostling writes a biography of Joseph Smith with the only 
 reference I recognized being the discredited historian Fawn M. 
 Brodie.  In the last reference I checked it says `Mormon LDS 
 Church President Gordon B. Hinckley Dissembles In TIME ... 
 President Gordon B. Hinckley seemed to dodge and dissemble in 
 an August 4, 1997 Time cover story when veteran religion writer 
 Richard N. Ostling asked him ...'  My conclusion is that Mr. 
 Ostling has an anti-mormon agenda, and he has built a very 
 nice career out of his agenda.  And I do not believe agenda can 
 be based on truth.
So how do all of these stories relate to Melanie's e-mail and
 to truth and perfection?  In my mind they are related to truth,
 or more specifically to half-truths or agenda.  As soon as
 something is a half-truth or an agenda, it is no longer a 
 truth.  And yet we all find ourselves telling half-truths and
 having an agenda.  I certainly have an agenda in writing these
 Thoughtlets.  I do not recall trying to verbalize or state the
 agenda.  However, it is my hope that these words will provide
 strength to some (all) of my my descendants, step-children, and
 their descendents, when they are faced with a problem they feel 
 is overwhelming.
Of course, in my mind, the key strength in life is a testimony 
 of Jesus Christ and of the restoration of His true and perfect 
 church.  Because I have an agenda, does this mean my words are 
 not truthful?  I can only say, they are as truthful as I know 
 how to make them.  And, since truth is `the knowledge of things 
 as they were, as they are, and as they will be,' I am assured 
 that anything which I have written, which is not seen with the 
 same meaning in the future or in the past, will be recognized 
 as not being truthful by those who have the additional data 
 supporting a meaning different than what I write.  However,
 given my context, although there may be stories like `The
 Modern Day Strippling Warriors' story which turn out to be a
 hoax, it will be recognized by seekers of truth, that it was 
 never my intention to perpetuate a hoax.
Am I saying I'm perfect?  Certainly not!  Am I saying I speak
 the truth?  Probably not always!  However, I always strive to
 speak the truth, and in this effort, as with paying tithing,
 or living the word of wisdom, or doing my Home Teaching, I 
 have achieved a state approaching perfection.
So what is the church?  Is the church the buildings?  No.
 Is the church the people?  No.  Is the church the programs
 the people do in the buildings?  No.  Is the church the
 priesthood, or the power to seal in heaven that which is
 sealed on earth?  Yes.  Is the priesthood the same yesterday,
 today, and forever?  Yes.  So is the priesthood truth?  Yes.
 Is this sealing power perfect?  Yes.  Although, I recognize
 there is good reason, in the minds of too many, to question 
 the perfection of the sealing power.  Take my divorce and
 remarriage for instance.  I do not understand the implications
 this has for those born in the covenant.  But I firmly believe
 that Heavenly Father will work it out in a satisfactory and
 perfect way.  For example, take a person who was baptized by 
 a new convert who later went inactive.  This new convert was 
 not perfect in fulfilling the obligations he took on as a 
 priesthood holder.  So was the baptismal ordinance invalid?  
 No.  This new convert was an authorized minister at the time 
 of the baptism, and baptism is an eternal and perfect principle.  
 The baptism was sealed on earth and sealed in heaven.  However, 
 an individual who has been baptized can break, or undo, this 
 sealing through their own very personal and very individual 
 choices.  There is tremendous power in free agency.
Are we disappointed because of the imperfection of the church?
 Yes, if we think the church is a building, and the building
 has a structural problem and falls down and kills one of our
 loved ones.  Yes, if we think the church is the people in the
 building, and one of those people has a bad morning and says
 something which offends us.  Yes, if we think the church is
 the programs the people do in the church, and one of those
 programs does not include our child and this child becomes
 very angry at the church and refuses to have anything to do
 with the church.  No, we are not disappointed in the church,
 nor do we see imperfections in the church, if we recognize
 that the church is those covenants and ordinances and powers
 and the priesthood, which are available to help us to return
 to live again with our heavenly parents.
And what is perfection, if it is not a knowledge of things
 as they were, as they are, and as they will be, and then the
 proper use of this knowledge to prepare us and our families
 to live again with hour heavenly parents.  Melanie, you make 
 the statement that something can be true, without being
 perfect.  I can not think of an example.  For example, going 
 to the negative end of the spectrum, think about knowledge of 
 Satan.  The devil was a liar from the beginning, he is a liar 
 now, and he will always be a liar.  This is truth.  Is Satan 
 perfect?  No.  However, our knowledge of Satan can be perfect, 
 and this knowledge can be of great assistance to us in our 
 personal struggles in life.  And, Melanie, does this discussion 
 answer your question?  Probably not.  However, I hope the tone 
 of my response provides you with an alternative way to look at 
 the relationship between truth and perfection, as well as the 
 relationship between the church and the people who are involved 
 in the church.
Sunday we had High Councilors speak in Sacrament Meeting.  I
 wrote the following possible stanza for Prime Words based on
 comments one of them made in Priesthood Opening Exercises:
 `Callings are only
  All about service
  To our class, group
  And to our Savior' (a)
  
  (a) Elder Ramerit, High Council Representative, Priesthood
      Opening Exercises, Notthingham Country Ward
Melanie, thank you so much for your question!  When it comes 
 down to the tire hitting the road, or to our lives interacting 
 with other people and organizations, it makes sense to me for
 all of us to put some serious thought into the relationships 
 between perfection and truth."
Since the 38th week of 1996 I have written a weekly "Thoughtlet" 
(little statements of big thoughts which mean a lot to me).  
Until the 43rd week of 2004 I sent these out as an e-mail.  They
were intended to be big thoughts which mean a lot to me.
Over time the process evolved into a personal diary.  These notes 
were shared with my family because I know how important the 
written word can be.  Concerned about how easy it is to drift and
forget our roots and our potential among all of distractions of 
daily life, I thought this was a good way to reach those I love.
It no longer feels right to send out an e-mail and "force" my kids
and my family to be aware of my life and struggles.  
Everyone has their own life to lead, and their own struggles to 
work through.  I will continue this effort, and will continue to 
make my notes publicly accessible (unless I learn of
misuse by someone who finds out about them, and then will 
aggressively
pursue a legal remedy to copyright infringement and I will put the Thoughtlets
behind a password). 
The index to download any of these Thoughtlets is at
http://www.walden3d.com/thoughtlets,
 or you can e-mail me with 
questions or requests at
rnelson@walden3d.com
(note if you are not on my e-mail "whitelist" you must send 2 e-mails
within 24 hours of each other in order for your e-mail to not be trashed).
With all my love,
Dad
(H. Roice Nelson, Jr.)
